What’s your resolution
Are you noticing blur
Was the latest execution
Not as clean as you prefer
Will the artificial stir
Incite a revolution
And if it does occur
What’s your resolution?
What’s your resolution
Are you noticing blur
Was the latest execution
Not as clean as you prefer
Will the artificial stir
Incite a revolution
And if it does occur
What’s your resolution?
When I started to suffer
I sought to buffer
Myself from the rest of the world
Words were my refuge
Against the cold deluge
Of pain that life constantly hurled
I took every lashing
My baby teeth gnashing
Withdrawing with each throbbing welt
I can still see it clearly
Someone I loved dearly
Unwinding that red leather belt
The shattered illusion
Created confusion
Abandonment issues ballooned
Apologies inferior
When I looked in the mirror
And saw the unwarranted wound
I remember the staring
Of those who were caring
That asked if I had taken a fall
“Yes I just tumbled.“
I reluctantly mumbled
There was nothing more, that was all
I continued escaping
The ignorant gaping
Of those who would never understand
And then began writing
Completely delighting
In solitude’s lack of demand
My pen isn’t fancy
My temperament chancy
But I managed to somehow survive
I’ll keep grinding verses
Till my spirit disperses
When I am no longer alive.
How much of what we see is real?
How much of what we think and feel
Is something someone else contrived
The very second we arrived,
A bundle of potential they
Immediately start to sway,
Another fresh consumer born
The cold machine shall ply with scorn
Determined to destroy each soul
Their techno mojo can’t control,
So don’t believe what you have seen
Upon your precious little screen
If you do you'll pay the price
And always will be their device.
I tried to give my life meaning
But never could clearly define
This latent apprehension
That defies comprehension
And always has me leaning
On these battlements of mine,
When context has no bearing
The truth won’t make much sense
Avoiding the arrangement
That spells out my estrangement
Facilitates the tearing
Down of this old fence.
Twenty years after the fall
Their lies were enough to appall
Twenty-five years now and still
Deceit continues to spill—
Such tales (like towers) grow tall
Such schemes (like ever) will kill.
If you simply watch time pass
It drags, insanely slow
But spend it playing in the grass
It’s gone before you know
Work is seldom ever fun
And pleasure doesn’t last
Make sure before your time is done
Each tick is unsurpassed.
If you only do
What they tell you to
How free are you?
Exclusively say
The words they okay?
Then you obey.
Ignore the strains
Of those without reins
You prefer chains,
But if you strive
For expression to thrive
You may feel alive.
Have you ever felt you don’t exist?
That’s how I feel most of the time
Like if you tried to grab my wrist
Your hand would pass right through
And in your mind a thought would chime
What happened to the man I knew?
I just can’t seem to force my heart
To buy the perpetual lie,
I'll never populate the chart
Compiled by those overlords
Who pick apart data to try
To dominate the hordes,
And I certainly won’t ever wear
A label upon my lapel,
So, am I really there,
Is obstinance a remedy for rue?
I ponder in my private hell
What happened to the man I knew?
I looked up and howled
“Please end this slump!”
The universe growled
Like a dog in a dump
I looked down and sighed
My chances quite small
To calm this canine
With no leash at all.
Intensely aware
Of the microscope's glare
He stays on his own little slide
Away from the germs
And uncertain terms
Where others tend to reside
If he must interact
He keeps an exact
Extension of distance between
Himself and the lot
So anxious to plot
A way to be rude or obscene
Mutations occur
And boundaries blur
As data reveals hidden trends
He'll study it all
Through his test tube wall
Until the experiment ends.
The longest day, when light should linger
Suddenly turned dark
And nothing could eliminate the pall
Which made it hard to place a finger
Anywhere near the mark
Of what had dimmed that twenty-four carat ball.
I stood upon a hemisphere
That currently was warm
But knew tomorrow shivers would arrive
Another less-than-fruitful year
I guess it’s just the norm
To forfeit more the longer you survive.
“I’m here to make people feel better.”
He said with an insincere grin
I could tell by his haughty demeanor
His concern was the eighteenth pin
And not the impending procedure
This doctor insisted I need
While touting his role as a healer
But not his addiction to greed
They said, “You’re the last of this session.”
Then rapidly reamed out the guck
And gave me an indelible lesson—
How it feels to be hit by a truck.
I see the age in my hands
As truth impales my heart
Eviscerating my soul,
We honor those who depart
Their fate beyond our control,
The balance has its demands
And isn’t concerned who feels whole,
The ache in my heart expands
As hope and I slowly part.
It seemed that time stood still last night
Which really was a shock,
I smiled, until I saw the light:
The battery died in my clock.
Oh little purple flowers
It’s time for you to go
Forgive me purple flowers
The mower's got to mow
I'm sorry little purple flowers
You tried your best to bloom
But those obsessed with civic powers
Have brought about your doom.